Ugh!

Today was pretty...ugh. I don't know what was different about my Lupron shot, but my stomach is STILL all swollen right around the area I did the shot, it bled good and hard, and it hurts so bad...almost 6 hours after I did it! I'm not sure if I hit a vein or what, but I don't like it! It will all be worth it, right? That's what I keep telling myself over and over and over...
Tomorrow's my last day for birth control. That's very good news!

Happy Friday!

Three Lessons

Some things I learned today:

1) Shots are hard to hide when you have a houseful of family over.

2) I really really hate lying, but I hope the surprise will be worth the deceit.

3) I only have to take birth control for 2 more days!!

Overall, a pretty good day.

Lupron Day 3 & Flowers

Adam had parent/teacher conferences tonight, so I was on my own with my shot. It went just fine, and I didn't feel sick afterwards at all. It's getting easier already, and I'm only on day 3.

Anyway, I wanted to make sure I documented the beautiful flowers Adam bought for me last week.

Thursday I was SO grumpy and Adam and I got in a big argument. He slept on the couch, and that's the first time he's done that um...ever, really. He's fallen asleep accidentally out there, or slept out there with one of the boys, but never because we were mad at each other. It was miserable. But Friday, he showed up on his lunch break with long stemmed roses and Arby's.

The birth control pills make me SO cranky and I get irritated over stupid little things. I know it's the pills and in my mind I'm realizing how ridiculous I'm being right in the moment, but I can't stop feeling angry. I haven't had a melt down like that since Thursday, so hopefully the worst of it is over. I'm just so thankful that I have an amazing husband who understands his wife isn't really the crazy lady she seems to be sometimes. Plus I got flowers out of the deal. Suh-weet!